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what should I tell ya about this thread, nothing...

but i just want you to know, that there was a man who used to replace Gebin in my heart.

at first time I saw him, nothing special about him

then we met up again at the second time, he picked me up and sent me back home, how sweet...

and that was my second impression bout him...

at the third and on, he made me so impressed by his calmness

we kept contact by short message service, facebook, twitter, yahoo messenger and so on.

I told everything to him, about my silly experiences, my love live, and so on

as the time pass by, I couldn't deny my heart that he stole a piece of my heart.

so at 12th of June 2010, at his car, I told him that I like him

it's the first time I told the truth that I like someone.

after that moment, we're still keep contact, but not long after it, he started to show his uncomfortable, he started to kept away from me, and I started to jealous.

and now, i don't want to know him at all. no, I'm not hating him, but I prefer not to contact him anymore, I'm afraid that I have to cry over night just because thinking of him.

So, dear Novandra Adi , I don't know what will be happen tomorrow, but on this time, I choose this way, sorry if I'm hurting you :) I have to cure my previous cut-hearted, and good luck on your job and college, and for this time, I missed you so damn actually :')